Okay, I just got back from hospital. I've been there since monday night, my doctor said that I had thypus. It wasn't good, but now I feel better.
Kemaren di rumah sakit gue ngerasa gempa, yak betul gempa bumi yang melanda Jakarta, yang berpusat di Tasikmalaya. Kekuatan gempa nya cukup besar 7,3 SR. Gede kan? itu serem banget. Tiang infus gue goyang, gue kira. Gue yang vertigo mendadak, tau nya gempa. Nyokap gue udah panik banget, gue pun lari ke kamar adek gue dimana adek kecil gue, emily juga dirawat. Setelah gempa nya ga ada, gue pun ga berani tidur dikamar sendirian jadi lah gue nebeng di kamar adek gue. I know that was a childish action but I was afraid.
Lepas dari infus hari ini, tangan gue sakit. Sialan, dan otak gue belom sifat untuk kembali bekerja. Padahal gue harus mulai menguras tenaga otak gue buat belajar Matematika si integral untuk menghitung luas, makes me crazy. Dan blok pun udah di depan mata, makin stress ga sih otak gue belom bisa dipake! Besok gue bakal belajar matematika, janji gue!
my boyfie, Irfan tadi buka dirumah gue. gaya nya doang sok sok buka di depan nyokap gue padahal dia ga puasa. HAHAHA cacat lo fan! mana makan nya dikasih ke gue tapi gue seneng dia bilang " Ya kamu kurusan deh abis sakit! apa mata ku ya yang rabun?" sialan tuh manusia! muji nya ga tulus haha!
okay, i'm off all. I have to rest all the time. I miss sushi groove time! i want to go to pim! first thing I'm gonna do after I get fully healthy that i'm goin to SUSHIGROOVE!
bye, xoxo
YAY
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
CHOICES
In life we have to choose, it's what I do now. I have to choose what I want to pick to study at college. Is it economic or law? I choose both. I do want to study about economic, and I do not want to study economy accounting major, I choose Management. And Law I choose, cooperate law.
after choosing the major, I have to think which university I have to pick. I have lots of time thinking about this thing. I want to study at UI, at first. well who doesn't? UI is like everyone pick. That's why I kept thinking, Am I could be at UI? The enrollment test is so fucking difficult. So I have another college in my brain is UGM. I know it's too freaking farawy from Jakarta, my current city now. But my head says It just gonna be okay to go there.
UGM is one of finest university in Indonesia. It's second best. The problem just one thing is........ UGM is at Jogjakarta, which is faraway from Jakarta. And I'm not to be rude, It's just totally different city from Jakarta, that why I keep question-ing myself. Am I gonna survive there?
after the long time thinking, I've got friend who's already at UGM. He said "you're just gonna be okay. At Jogja isn't that bad. " and my dad keep saying "You're just gonna be fine there." and i finally had my decision, I PICK UGM!
and i'm not afraid of being different of my friends here, no one wants to go to ugm because it's in JOGJA but i keep saying to myself " IT'S OKAY!" pray for me so UGM accept me and I'm there to pursue my dream :)
after choosing the major, I have to think which university I have to pick. I have lots of time thinking about this thing. I want to study at UI, at first. well who doesn't? UI is like everyone pick. That's why I kept thinking, Am I could be at UI? The enrollment test is so fucking difficult. So I have another college in my brain is UGM. I know it's too freaking farawy from Jakarta, my current city now. But my head says It just gonna be okay to go there.
UGM is one of finest university in Indonesia. It's second best. The problem just one thing is........ UGM is at Jogjakarta, which is faraway from Jakarta. And I'm not to be rude, It's just totally different city from Jakarta, that why I keep question-ing myself. Am I gonna survive there?
after the long time thinking, I've got friend who's already at UGM. He said "you're just gonna be okay. At Jogja isn't that bad. " and my dad keep saying "You're just gonna be fine there." and i finally had my decision, I PICK UGM!
and i'm not afraid of being different of my friends here, no one wants to go to ugm because it's in JOGJA but i keep saying to myself " IT'S OKAY!" pray for me so UGM accept me and I'm there to pursue my dream :)
On-Off
aduh maaf atas kejarangan nya buat ngeblog... sejujur nya gue bikin blog juga karena gue suka nulis tapi mood nulis nya suka datang dan pergi gitu. And I'm trying to make this blog more attractive.
but you see I still need lots of helps.
Di bulan Ramadhan ini, minggu pertama gue sakit. Gue juga gatau gue sakit apa, yang pasti demam tinggi. Gue ga bisa sekolah seminggu, dan terkapar di kasur for a whole week. such a boring week, I know. Dan I met someone who turns out to be my boyfriend, Irfan. He's good. Actually, sekarang dia sakit juga. Hari ini gue mesti nya Inten but I don't have fire to do the try out today.
I promise i'll write more, It just i'm so lazy!
but you see I still need lots of helps.
Di bulan Ramadhan ini, minggu pertama gue sakit. Gue juga gatau gue sakit apa, yang pasti demam tinggi. Gue ga bisa sekolah seminggu, dan terkapar di kasur for a whole week. such a boring week, I know. Dan I met someone who turns out to be my boyfriend, Irfan. He's good. Actually, sekarang dia sakit juga. Hari ini gue mesti nya Inten but I don't have fire to do the try out today.
I promise i'll write more, It just i'm so lazy!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Back for a second
udah lama banget ga nge-blog hmm.... I just don feel the passion yet to write another blog i don't know why, maybe my brain is so lazy that's why I put lazyay as my blog name. another problem is my vaio charger is broken, so it makes another good reason not to write although i miss to write, my last post is how i desperately waiting for bali.. okay skip the blah-blah..maybe i want to write how was my life after a long time i'm not writeee...
Bali is the best part of this freakin year.... Ke bali sama temen-temen emang bener-bener nyenengin dari di bandara sampe balik ke bandara tetep aja nyenengin, mulai ketemu bule aussie yg ganteng sampe ketemu org malaysia serta alay-alay bali yang super ngeganggu kita smua... banyak kejadian yang bikin hmmmmmm, but like everybody says "WHAT HAPPENED IN BALI STAYS IN BALI" dreamland was freakin cool! legian is incredibly fun,everything seems so perfect like sherli says down there it seems like life is easier, but it's only seems.. di bali kita semua seakan lupa sama masalah yang ada di jakarta hahahahhaha, tai dah!
pulang dari bali, gue naik kelas 3. kelas 3 choy! kelas 3, stop being so darmatic. taun terakhir di SMA 70 yang makin lama makin eek dengan segala peraturan nya yg terus mengurusi tentang rok, stop dragging us about our uniform sir! taun ini kita harus milih mau dilanjutin kemana nih abis sma ini, UI? siapa yang gamau? ada sih haha cm dikit lah, mau ITB? ampir semua orang mau masuk PTN, gue termasuk disitu. taun ini aja simak dimulai maret, taun 2010? aduh stress, all college thing keep spinning around in my head...... ya kalo kata panji "berusaha sebaik mungkin, mulai belajar dari sekarang, dan jangan ikut-ikutan temen kalo pilih kampus" hmm, gue aja sampe skrg blom tau mau masuk mana.... stress coy
masih tentang sekolah, skrg udah agit which mean punya utas.. which meen banyak orangtua berkeliaran di skolah, tante ini sma bukan tk? anak nya ga malu apa ibu bapak nya nungguin di gerbang? gue sih malu jadi lo... stop blabbering about this annoy topic
dan bulan juli gue ulangtaun, yippie..... I'm officialy 17 now! gue dapet suprise dari teman teman ku tersayang dan dapat luka dari si util hmm, dagu gue jadikayak lecet mana skrg gatel lagi,ulangtaun gue kmrn izza yg megang kue huhu, aku terharu mau nangis.... ;( love you all my friendssssssssssssssssssss lovey yaaa
and last story maybe about what a small world we have, coincedence is everywhere..... when i said that only my friends know why i said that sentence...
xoxo, Yay
Bali is the best part of this freakin year.... Ke bali sama temen-temen emang bener-bener nyenengin dari di bandara sampe balik ke bandara tetep aja nyenengin, mulai ketemu bule aussie yg ganteng sampe ketemu org malaysia serta alay-alay bali yang super ngeganggu kita smua... banyak kejadian yang bikin hmmmmmm, but like everybody says "WHAT HAPPENED IN BALI STAYS IN BALI" dreamland was freakin cool! legian is incredibly fun,everything seems so perfect like sherli says down there it seems like life is easier, but it's only seems.. di bali kita semua seakan lupa sama masalah yang ada di jakarta hahahahhaha, tai dah!
pulang dari bali, gue naik kelas 3. kelas 3 choy! kelas 3, stop being so darmatic. taun terakhir di SMA 70 yang makin lama makin eek dengan segala peraturan nya yg terus mengurusi tentang rok, stop dragging us about our uniform sir! taun ini kita harus milih mau dilanjutin kemana nih abis sma ini, UI? siapa yang gamau? ada sih haha cm dikit lah, mau ITB? ampir semua orang mau masuk PTN, gue termasuk disitu. taun ini aja simak dimulai maret, taun 2010? aduh stress, all college thing keep spinning around in my head...... ya kalo kata panji "berusaha sebaik mungkin, mulai belajar dari sekarang, dan jangan ikut-ikutan temen kalo pilih kampus" hmm, gue aja sampe skrg blom tau mau masuk mana.... stress coy
masih tentang sekolah, skrg udah agit which mean punya utas.. which meen banyak orangtua berkeliaran di skolah, tante ini sma bukan tk? anak nya ga malu apa ibu bapak nya nungguin di gerbang? gue sih malu jadi lo... stop blabbering about this annoy topic
dan bulan juli gue ulangtaun, yippie..... I'm officialy 17 now! gue dapet suprise dari teman teman ku tersayang dan dapat luka dari si util hmm, dagu gue jadikayak lecet mana skrg gatel lagi,ulangtaun gue kmrn izza yg megang kue huhu, aku terharu mau nangis.... ;( love you all my friendssssssssssssssssssss lovey yaaa
and last story maybe about what a small world we have, coincedence is everywhere..... when i said that only my friends know why i said that sentence...
xoxo, Yay
Sunday, May 31, 2009
BALI BALI BALI I NEED IT NOW!
I NEED BALI NOOOOOW, ADUH CEPETAN DOOOONG BULAN JULI! CAN I SKIP THIS WHOLE WEEK OF EXAM? AND FAST FOWARD TO 2ND JULY! HUHUHU, I CAN NOT WAIT FOR BALI.
Chasing Pavements
"Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasin' pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste. Even if I knew my place Should I leave it there. Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasin' pavements. Even if it leads nowhere"
That's lyrics remind me of my love life now, If you asking me "Gimana ya sama si ituuu?" maybe I should say "Udah ga gimana-gimana" cuma gue ga mau muna kalo ada yang nanya sama gue gimana dia, pasti gue jawab "Gatau, gue kangen sih cuma ya gimana..."
Kadang gue mikir buat maju terus coba ya pasti bisa kok, kalo elo pengen pasti ada jalan nya. cuma udah ampir 6 bulan masih gini-gini aja. mau nyerah tapi kok sayang..... Gue ga mau nyerah tapi gue capek. walaupun sebener nya hubungan gue sama dia udah jelas-jelas ga bisa dilanjutin lebih dari temen paling nggak buat sekarang-sekarang ini juga tapiii belom rela deh kayaknya buat ninggalin semua hal yang berhubungan sama dia
Kadang gue mikir buat maju terus coba ya pasti bisa kok, kalo elo pengen pasti ada jalan nya. cuma udah ampir 6 bulan masih gini-gini aja. mau nyerah tapi kok sayang..... Gue ga mau nyerah tapi gue capek. walaupun sebener nya hubungan gue sama dia udah jelas-jelas ga bisa dilanjutin lebih dari temen paling nggak buat sekarang-sekarang ini juga tapiii belom rela deh kayaknya buat ninggalin semua hal yang berhubungan sama dia
Titanium
Gue bakal nyeritain tentang titanium novel terbaru nya sitta karina. as you know all, I love to read sitta karina books. apalagi kalo tentang HANAFIAH, I do know that only imagination. You know like to read about hanafiah, and I was there in the book and I was the lucky girl who has happy ending story... I'm crazy about hanafiah, i love diaz,christopher,moreno,austin and niki. I love them because they have their own signature style. okay enough about hanafiah, now we are goin to be more specific...
Titanium bercerita tentang Austin Taura Hanafiah. Dia anak dari Ted Hanafiah dan kakak dari Inez Callasandra Zackrie karena dia nikah sama niki. Di titanium, Austin mempunya saudara kembar yaitu Audrey. Namun akibat kecelakaan di pantai Audrey-pun meninggal, Nindya pun ikut meninggal. Austin mencintai Nindya seperti Nindya mencintai Audrey. Hidup Austin dibayangin sama kematian saudara kembar nya, dia merasa bersalah...
semakin jalan nya waktu, Austin pun dikenalkan dengan Romijn-Indira Singgih, dari kalangan orang biasa. bukan socialite seperti para hanafiah, tapi keluarga Singgih bisa dibilang cukup dikenal di kalangan socialite.
Austin pun penasaraan akan Romi karena berbeda seperti ellie yang selalu dekat dengan nya. Banyak yang menghalangi mereka untuk bersama seperti diculik nya tejas dan ellie ke belanda, dimana disana Austin harus memutuskan Romi demi kembali nya Tejas ke Romi. Romi yang sempat akan menjalani hubungan lebih dengan Tejas. Austin yang meninggalkan nya tanpa kepastian itu semua ada hubungan nya dengan Audrey.....
Biar lo semua tau apa, ayo dong baca titanium bagus banget loooh ending nya. Gue pengen nikah deh sama Austin. Moga-moga Austin dalam kehidupan nyata nanti ada buat gue ya. Perpaduan Austin-Diaz kayak nya cocok nih buat gue hahahah, Amin Ya Allah! Tukang ngayal banget ya gue!
Doraemon
If I could bring doraemon in to my life. I'm goin to ask doraemon to give his :1. Pintu kemana saja
2. Pensil Ulangan
3. KANTOOOONG NYA DIA DOOONG hahahahahah.
come on dora (nama imut) ! give me your magic pocket, I need it!
Journey to the past
gue mau cerita nih tentang mantan-mantan gue, gatau kenapa gue pengen aja ngomongin hari ini. gara gara tadi curhat colongan sm si wintang haha!
bisa dimulai dari oknum K, pacar pertama gue yang sangat menyebalkan,hobi nya bikin gue hidup nya merana. bawaan nya dulu kalo liat dia, udah malapetaka deh eh tau nya gue malah jadian sama dia hahaha. pacaran nya juga masih kocak deh, nonton di citos, jalan kaki ke citos, dia ngerokok sama kaka kelas gue yg marah gtu ga penting banget dah. Jadian sm K ini gue gak lama kok cuma beberapa bulan..
terus ada juga si oknum C, mantan gue yg paling butuh waktu paling lama buat ngelupain nya wakwkakwkawa... kalo cerita tentang dia banyak bangettt. gue sering ketemu dia di citos, film pertama kita tonton itu the holiday. gue sempet putus sm dia trs gak lama gue jadian sama temen sekelas dia. hahahah, tai dah. jadian sm temen sekelas dia gak lama kok ga nyampe sebulan, tapi si temen sekelas oknum C sempet ngasih gue boneka tanzmania yang super-duper gedeeee!
gak lama putus sama temen sekelas C, gue balikan lagi sm si C uhuy. Jadian sm dia bener-bener seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget! gue sering jalan ke citosss, terus dia suka nya ke setiabudi building. gak lama gue putus sm dia pas masuk SMA, selingkuh dia sm temen gue. off of this topic!
mantan terakhir gue, nama nya koko. dia itu cowo paling baik yang pernah ada di hidup gue, dia emang cowo bandel sih hobi nya aja clubbing sm minum. tapi dulu pas jadian sm dia, gue sayaaang bgt sm dia. pas gue ulangtaun dia nemenin gue seharian, terus pas mama gue masuk rumah sakit dia yang nganterin gue, pokok nya dia baiiiiiik banget, cuma ya gue nya aja gatau diri huhu. maaf ya ko, thank you for your time hiihi. sekarang dia udah jadian sm cewe lain, moga-moga cewe nya baik ya sama dia, amiiin.
gue ngomongin mantan-mantan gue bukan karena gimana-gimana cuma iseng dan pengen aja hahha. no hard feelings guys, gue juga udah ga gimana-gimana. bagi yang merasa terganggu I'm sorry! dari setiap gue jadian sih, banyak pelajaran yang gue dapetin apa lagi sama koko dan oknum c wah banyak bgt deh. dari pacaran sm yang baik sampe yang playbooooy banget. inti nya kalo pacaran sama cowo playboy siapin aja makan ati, siap-siap diselingkuhin, ditinggalin dan lain-lain.
semua itu bergantian, kadang kita diatas dan kadang kita dibawah. Inget hukum karma itu does exist, jangan selingkuh kalo gamau diselingkuhin..... dan kawan kalo pacar kalian itu playboy diawasin tuh jangan ampe selingkuh sm temen deket lo sendiriii wkwakwkawa bagi yang ngerasa maaf yaaa maka nya jgn mau jadi selingkuhan.
bisa dimulai dari oknum K, pacar pertama gue yang sangat menyebalkan,hobi nya bikin gue hidup nya merana. bawaan nya dulu kalo liat dia, udah malapetaka deh eh tau nya gue malah jadian sama dia hahaha. pacaran nya juga masih kocak deh, nonton di citos, jalan kaki ke citos, dia ngerokok sama kaka kelas gue yg marah gtu ga penting banget dah. Jadian sm K ini gue gak lama kok cuma beberapa bulan..
terus ada juga si oknum C, mantan gue yg paling butuh waktu paling lama buat ngelupain nya wakwkakwkawa... kalo cerita tentang dia banyak bangettt. gue sering ketemu dia di citos, film pertama kita tonton itu the holiday. gue sempet putus sm dia trs gak lama gue jadian sama temen sekelas dia. hahahah, tai dah. jadian sm temen sekelas dia gak lama kok ga nyampe sebulan, tapi si temen sekelas oknum C sempet ngasih gue boneka tanzmania yang super-duper gedeeee!
gak lama putus sama temen sekelas C, gue balikan lagi sm si C uhuy. Jadian sm dia bener-bener seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeng banget! gue sering jalan ke citosss, terus dia suka nya ke setiabudi building. gak lama gue putus sm dia pas masuk SMA, selingkuh dia sm temen gue. off of this topic!
mantan terakhir gue, nama nya koko. dia itu cowo paling baik yang pernah ada di hidup gue, dia emang cowo bandel sih hobi nya aja clubbing sm minum. tapi dulu pas jadian sm dia, gue sayaaang bgt sm dia. pas gue ulangtaun dia nemenin gue seharian, terus pas mama gue masuk rumah sakit dia yang nganterin gue, pokok nya dia baiiiiiik banget, cuma ya gue nya aja gatau diri huhu. maaf ya ko, thank you for your time hiihi. sekarang dia udah jadian sm cewe lain, moga-moga cewe nya baik ya sama dia, amiiin.
gue ngomongin mantan-mantan gue bukan karena gimana-gimana cuma iseng dan pengen aja hahha. no hard feelings guys, gue juga udah ga gimana-gimana. bagi yang merasa terganggu I'm sorry! dari setiap gue jadian sih, banyak pelajaran yang gue dapetin apa lagi sama koko dan oknum c wah banyak bgt deh. dari pacaran sm yang baik sampe yang playbooooy banget. inti nya kalo pacaran sama cowo playboy siapin aja makan ati, siap-siap diselingkuhin, ditinggalin dan lain-lain.
semua itu bergantian, kadang kita diatas dan kadang kita dibawah. Inget hukum karma itu does exist, jangan selingkuh kalo gamau diselingkuhin..... dan kawan kalo pacar kalian itu playboy diawasin tuh jangan ampe selingkuh sm temen deket lo sendiriii wkwakwkawa bagi yang ngerasa maaf yaaa maka nya jgn mau jadi selingkuhan.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Oh it's love!
you know why I love chuck? Yes, he is so sexyyyy.
He stylish, He has a sex appeal.
He always be there for nate at least before he found that he love blair.
I know many people don't like because he is like to changes girl like changes clothes, but if you look deep down. He's such a good man in his own way, He didn't care about his happiness. All he care is about Blair happiness, he not being selfish. and he love serena, lily, and eric as family. Chuck always protect them with his own way too as we know him as CHUCK BASS. Simple but so sweet, I want that type of guy but not the player thing, trust me I had enough (curcol) hahaha! I just love chuck more than I love nate!
you know I love chuck, xoxo
He stylish, He has a sex appeal.
He always be there for nate at least before he found that he love blair.
I know many people don't like because he is like to changes girl like changes clothes, but if you look deep down. He's such a good man in his own way, He didn't care about his happiness. All he care is about Blair happiness, he not being selfish. and he love serena, lily, and eric as family. Chuck always protect them with his own way too as we know him as CHUCK BASS. Simple but so sweet, I want that type of guy but not the player thing, trust me I had enough (curcol) hahaha! I just love chuck more than I love nate!
you know I love chuck, xoxo
Books Worms
I like to read, I know many people don't. For an example anggi always said this when I brought book to class "yah yayaaaa! males deh baca buku tebel-tebel" but honestly I do not read thick book, I like to read simple novels like
these is one of my favorite books from each author
i love sitta karina's, sara shepard for pretty little liars series, and Cecily Von Ziegesar for GossipGirl!
these is one of my favorite books from each author
i love sitta karina's, sara shepard for pretty little liars series, and Cecily Von Ziegesar for GossipGirl!
my-hubby-to-be
he's so simply hot, isn't he? I don't mind to be his second wife,HAHAHA!
his voice is good, I know people likes adam better but kris is just super-duper-fine-deadly-cool
his voice is good, I know people likes adam better but kris is just super-duper-fine-deadly-cool
Mood Swings
I'm not in the mood to write anything except to write about how love could make a good mood swings to bad mood....
Friday, May 15, 2009
miss
you know the feeling when you really really want to hug someone you adore but he's not there..
i miss someone that almost every blog has him in it, he's goin to graduate this year.
actually, he's now at gn. bromo if he is not change his mind after called me last tuesday.
he told me that he cut his hair off
he told me if i miss him, i can go near someone who smokes marlboro red because he smells the same
he told me he plays the cd from me
he told me he plays basket with ball I gave to him
God I miss him
You know, I kinda what to stay for him
before yesterday, i was goin to move on from him but i don't know why I think I'm gonna wait from him
He's goin off to college this year at jogjakarta
He's got in for technic, he's quite smart isn't he?
Next year, I'm goin to college too.
And maybe just maybe I'm goin to Jogja too.
Is it possible?
Don't you think I'm goin to Jogja to get near him.....
because I think about Jogja for my future, but I'm not going to lie he's get in my mind too
I miss him, that for sure
I want him by my side
I want him to say "i'll be here for you whenever you need me"
I want him to be mine, i don't care if i have to wait just to be with him.......
God hear my prayers please.....
i miss someone that almost every blog has him in it, he's goin to graduate this year.
actually, he's now at gn. bromo if he is not change his mind after called me last tuesday.
he told me that he cut his hair off
he told me if i miss him, i can go near someone who smokes marlboro red because he smells the same
he told me he plays the cd from me
he told me he plays basket with ball I gave to him
God I miss him
You know, I kinda what to stay for him
before yesterday, i was goin to move on from him but i don't know why I think I'm gonna wait from him
He's goin off to college this year at jogjakarta
He's got in for technic, he's quite smart isn't he?
Next year, I'm goin to college too.
And maybe just maybe I'm goin to Jogja too.
Is it possible?
Don't you think I'm goin to Jogja to get near him.....
because I think about Jogja for my future, but I'm not going to lie he's get in my mind too
I miss him, that for sure
I want him by my side
I want him to say "i'll be here for you whenever you need me"
I want him to be mine, i don't care if i have to wait just to be with him.......
God hear my prayers please.....
Friday, May 8, 2009
So Inspiring
Whatever she was going through,
It was beyond anything in my experience
and beyond my ability to fix.
I had no right to judge her
If I choose to stay with her knowing the risks
all I could do was give her love and respect.
And see how the story would end.....
from my sassy girl, jesse said this when he saw elisa playing the piano and he brought her a single red rose
It was beyond anything in my experience
and beyond my ability to fix.
I had no right to judge her
If I choose to stay with her knowing the risks
all I could do was give her love and respect.
And see how the story would end.....
from my sassy girl, jesse said this when he saw elisa playing the piano and he brought her a single red rose
GAMBIT
I fall in love with gambit when I watched wolverine and this crush ain't go nowhere! Taylor Kitsch you took my heart and lock it, yuhuuuy!
p.s i took this picture at google, love google!
Leave it
the one that i put in my past always come back when I never him to come back, you know a guy that always like to call but never make another movement. I hate to admit it, I'm stuck with this guy, read my other blog so you could catch up. He always like to say hi and go, say hi and go and do the same thing. The things he does always makes me feel happy at the moment and sad all day everytime I hung-up his phone calls.
like yesterday, he called when I was in my english class. When my phone ringing I feel so nervous to pick up. our simple annoying converstation
yay : knp nelefon?
d : dimana?
yay : tempat les, knp?
d : yaudah gpp, kabarin gue kalo udah pulang
so I kinda text him, when I was arrived at home. but simple, he wasn't call me back and I fell asleep, and in morning i looked up my phone 1 misscalled...
but i took this thing, i think he called me because he got lonely and he got no one to call unless me. so he called me, but when I can't talked with him. he just called somebody else. I know I might be silly, to be thought I was special when I'm not to him. He doesn't care if i'm sick or just feeling sad, because I'm just nothing for him,When he is something for me....
help me to leave that "he is something" because I'm so tired being ignored
like yesterday, he called when I was in my english class. When my phone ringing I feel so nervous to pick up. our simple annoying converstation
yay : knp nelefon?
d : dimana?
yay : tempat les, knp?
d : yaudah gpp, kabarin gue kalo udah pulang
so I kinda text him, when I was arrived at home. but simple, he wasn't call me back and I fell asleep, and in morning i looked up my phone 1 misscalled...
but i took this thing, i think he called me because he got lonely and he got no one to call unless me. so he called me, but when I can't talked with him. he just called somebody else. I know I might be silly, to be thought I was special when I'm not to him. He doesn't care if i'm sick or just feeling sad, because I'm just nothing for him,When he is something for me....
help me to leave that "he is something" because I'm so tired being ignored
ooops, wrong one
hari rabu kemaren gue cabut sekolah, rame- rame sekali! karena disekolah pun gue ga ada pelajaran gtu cerita nya, jadi daripada sekolah mendingan gue cabut berkat ajakan-ajakan para cicimit cicimit. ya nama nya juga pagi-pagi jadi kita tuh kalo cabut pasti ke fb, haha! nah sekarang di kalangan temen-temen gue lagi in banget yang nama nya idus (ahasab kilab) capsa!
waktu gue cabut juga kapan itu, gue main sm aryo. org yang baru gue kenal, tapi dia sama sama langganan fb juga gtu jadi gue sok kenal aja ajak dia main, hahaha! jadi waktu itu dia main sm gue dan dia kalah kayak 20 ribuan gtu deh, trs ya gue bilang nyicil aja bayar nya.
kemaren, gue lagi main capsa (lagi) dan utang gue udah membludak sm anggi jadi gue nagih2in orang yang main capsa sama gue. tiba-tiba pas gue lagi main
gue : eh itu aryo!!!
anggi : eh iya itu aryo
gue : yo, siniii!
cowo itu : woy ya! apakabar lo?
gue : yo, cepetan bayar utang loo!
cowo itu : hah? utang apaan? kapan gue ngutang sm lo?
gue : alah yo! gausah pura-pura deh! utang capsa, lo ngutang 15 ribu
cowo itu : kapan gue main capsa sama elo?
anggi : ya salah orang kali!
gue : (tetep keukeuh itu aryo) aaaaaah boong lo bayar dong! lo aryo kan?
cowo itu : gue bukan aryo wey!
gue : aaaah,boong tunjukin ktp lo kartu pelajar lo, cepetan! tai dah punya utang ga ngaku!
cowo itu : gue bukan aryooo!!!! gue ochan ya!
gue : boong lo aryo kan ( berpikir dulu)
cowo itu : gue ochan ya, joker!!
gue: YA ALLLAH OCHAAAAAAAAAN! GUE KIRA ARYOOOOOOO!!
ternyata udah capek-capek nodong orang bayar utang, tau nya salah orang zz! ochan sama aryo mirip banget, gue langsung malu setengah mati sm ochan! maaf ya chan! huhu, aryo cepetan bayar utang!
waktu gue cabut juga kapan itu, gue main sm aryo. org yang baru gue kenal, tapi dia sama sama langganan fb juga gtu jadi gue sok kenal aja ajak dia main, hahaha! jadi waktu itu dia main sm gue dan dia kalah kayak 20 ribuan gtu deh, trs ya gue bilang nyicil aja bayar nya.
kemaren, gue lagi main capsa (lagi) dan utang gue udah membludak sm anggi jadi gue nagih2in orang yang main capsa sama gue. tiba-tiba pas gue lagi main
gue : eh itu aryo!!!
anggi : eh iya itu aryo
gue : yo, siniii!
cowo itu : woy ya! apakabar lo?
gue : yo, cepetan bayar utang loo!
cowo itu : hah? utang apaan? kapan gue ngutang sm lo?
gue : alah yo! gausah pura-pura deh! utang capsa, lo ngutang 15 ribu
cowo itu : kapan gue main capsa sama elo?
anggi : ya salah orang kali!
gue : (tetep keukeuh itu aryo) aaaaaah boong lo bayar dong! lo aryo kan?
cowo itu : gue bukan aryo wey!
gue : aaaah,boong tunjukin ktp lo kartu pelajar lo, cepetan! tai dah punya utang ga ngaku!
cowo itu : gue bukan aryooo!!!! gue ochan ya!
gue : boong lo aryo kan ( berpikir dulu)
cowo itu : gue ochan ya, joker!!
gue: YA ALLLAH OCHAAAAAAAAAN! GUE KIRA ARYOOOOOOO!!
ternyata udah capek-capek nodong orang bayar utang, tau nya salah orang zz! ochan sama aryo mirip banget, gue langsung malu setengah mati sm ochan! maaf ya chan! huhu, aryo cepetan bayar utang!
Monday, April 27, 2009
suprised!
kamis kemaren, ada cowo yang menghilang dari hidup gue muncul lagi. secara hobi dia itu datang-pergi-datang-pergi lagi-datang lagi, jadi secara harfiah gue udah ga terlalu expect too much sm dia. kamis sore, gue chatting msn sama dia. and he said like "yay gue lagi dengerin cd dari elo nih" padahal biasa nya dia jarang banget-nget lah nyapa gue dmsn.
dimulai dari msn itu, eh tiba-tiba malem nya dia nelefon gue. ngobrol biasa lah sama dia, gue nanya-nanya ttg uan dia gmn, lancar apa engga. dia udah ga tinggal di jakarta lagi, dia pindah ke kota lain. yaa jujur gue seneng bgt dia nelefon gue, tapi ya gue bingung "kenapa tiba-tiba begini?" tapi ya gue tetep ngobrol ajaaa, tanpa mengharap lebih.
besok nya, dia hari terakhir uan. dia ga nelefon gue sih, tapi gue liat di fb nya tiba tiba dia ada di public, padahal hari kamis nya itu dia bilang ga mau ke jakarta hari jumat. sumpah gue bt gtu pas tau dia ke jakarta, dan dia ga bilang gue.... tapi ya gue kan bukan siapa-siapa dia jadi yasudah. gue sms dia aja nanya gimana uan kimia nyaa, terus dia blg lancar yay! trs gue tanya lagi di jakarta ya? dia bilang iya, kmrn gue ke public haha! akhir nya gue tanya ntar dia mau kemana, dia blg gatau. yaudah gue suruh ntar kabarin gue. gue sebener nya punya firasat dia ga bakal ngabarin gue ( because he always do that) yaa udah cuma gtu doang gue bt tapi ya gpp toh ntar gue bakal pergi juga sm temen2 gue, jadi i was trying to ignore my feeling.
gue sama temen- temen udah rencana bakal ke public, malem nya dia nelefon
boy : yay dimana?
yay : mau jalan ke public, knp?
boy : haha, gapapa. tadi kan suruh kabarin
yay : (speechless,kaget bener-bener dikabarin)
boy : yaudah deh daaa
pas gue baru mau balik dari pulang tiba-tiba hp gue ada sms
yay tadi nya gue mau ke public juga, tapi mobil gue ga mau di starter!
gue bls
hah? mau ngapain ke public??
dia bls
mau suprise in elo getooo cerita nya
speechless part 2!
akhir nya dia ga jadi nyamperin gue dan gue pun pulang, pagi nya dia nelefon lagi.
what a wonderful holiday!!!!
dimulai dari msn itu, eh tiba-tiba malem nya dia nelefon gue. ngobrol biasa lah sama dia, gue nanya-nanya ttg uan dia gmn, lancar apa engga. dia udah ga tinggal di jakarta lagi, dia pindah ke kota lain. yaa jujur gue seneng bgt dia nelefon gue, tapi ya gue bingung "kenapa tiba-tiba begini?" tapi ya gue tetep ngobrol ajaaa, tanpa mengharap lebih.
besok nya, dia hari terakhir uan. dia ga nelefon gue sih, tapi gue liat di fb nya tiba tiba dia ada di public, padahal hari kamis nya itu dia bilang ga mau ke jakarta hari jumat. sumpah gue bt gtu pas tau dia ke jakarta, dan dia ga bilang gue.... tapi ya gue kan bukan siapa-siapa dia jadi yasudah. gue sms dia aja nanya gimana uan kimia nyaa, terus dia blg lancar yay! trs gue tanya lagi di jakarta ya? dia bilang iya, kmrn gue ke public haha! akhir nya gue tanya ntar dia mau kemana, dia blg gatau. yaudah gue suruh ntar kabarin gue. gue sebener nya punya firasat dia ga bakal ngabarin gue ( because he always do that) yaa udah cuma gtu doang gue bt tapi ya gpp toh ntar gue bakal pergi juga sm temen2 gue, jadi i was trying to ignore my feeling.
gue sama temen- temen udah rencana bakal ke public, malem nya dia nelefon
boy : yay dimana?
yay : mau jalan ke public, knp?
boy : haha, gapapa. tadi kan suruh kabarin
yay : (speechless,kaget bener-bener dikabarin)
boy : yaudah deh daaa
pas gue baru mau balik dari pulang tiba-tiba hp gue ada sms
yay tadi nya gue mau ke public juga, tapi mobil gue ga mau di starter!
gue bls
hah? mau ngapain ke public??
dia bls
mau suprise in elo getooo cerita nya
speechless part 2!
akhir nya dia ga jadi nyamperin gue dan gue pun pulang, pagi nya dia nelefon lagi.
what a wonderful holiday!!!!
Friday, April 24, 2009
sunset-set-set
I remember the day you first told me that
I was the man that had your heart
From that day forth I knew that nothing would
Ever come and tear us apart
So then people try to warn me about you
Said that I should never trust you
But so stupid so me I didn't listen then
I let myself go fall in love with you
(What happened to us)
You were supposed to be my future
Brought the ring and had to take it right back
(Were you really in love)
Or was I just a game to prove to yourself
You could get a me (yeah)
You're more beautiful than anything in this world
More precious than the rarest diamond or pearl
And even though we didn't work out together
You're still my sunset-set-set-set
And I know that you and I are two worlds apart
But you'll always be the one to have my heart
I'm gonna love you for now and forever
Cause you're my sunset-set-set-set-set
Your innocent smile used to drive me wild Even though you ain't innocent at all
And now I feel so stupid cause I'm the only man
That ever loved you even with all your flaws
Even your best friend questioned why
I still would be with you after knowing your past
But what she didn't understand is knowing your past is why I thought we could last
(What happened to us)
We had something special but
What? Was I not good enough for you
(Are you really in love)
Can't show mine was fine
Cause without trying i still ended up hurting you (and I'm sorry)
You're more beautiful than anything in this world
More precious than the rarest diamond or pearl
And even though we didn't work out together
You're still my sunset-set-set-set
And I know that you and I are two worlds apart
But you'll always be the one to have my heart
I'm gonna love you baby now and forever
Cause you're my sunset-set-set-set-set
Maybe one day we'll end up talking again
Maybe one day we'll go back to being just friends
Promise to love you baby till my life ends
Cause you're my sunset-set-set-set-set
No matter what happened between me and you I'll always be the man that you could run to I loved you then I love you now and forever Cause you're my sunset-set-set-set-set-set
this is sunset lyrics from marques houston
this lyrics so awesome, there's some part that might be so riggghht!
karma does exist
karma In Buddhist teaching, the law of karma, says only this: `for every event that occurs, there will follow another event whose existence was caused by the first, and this second event will be pleasant or unpleasant according as its cause was skillful or unskillful.'
do you ever think that you have earned karma? because this last days, i've been thinking about something I can related to karma. I think I got karma here, I said something awful about my ex new girlfriend and now I see that I got everything I said about her, for example I said she is dumb now I kinda like boy who as dumb as she is. do you get it? It is karma...
note : i'm asking for apologize from my ex and his new girlfriend, for all my annoying awful things i ever did to you guys. especially for you my ex, I'm so sorry for being such a jerk. You deserve someone so much better than me as now we can see your girlfriend... :)
do you ever think that you have earned karma? because this last days, i've been thinking about something I can related to karma. I think I got karma here, I said something awful about my ex new girlfriend and now I see that I got everything I said about her, for example I said she is dumb now I kinda like boy who as dumb as she is. do you get it? It is karma...
note : i'm asking for apologize from my ex and his new girlfriend, for all my annoying awful things i ever did to you guys. especially for you my ex, I'm so sorry for being such a jerk. You deserve someone so much better than me as now we can see your girlfriend... :)
tragic little story
In January, I know one truth. I'm regreting love someone... The one I love is A guy that so beautiful, he makes me laugh and cry, he likes to sing, he likes to called me "unyu"..
When I'm with him, I just can't stand it. I know that I love him.. And magically he feel the same too ( he said that to me) but sadly he told me that he have to go away.. He said he has to stay away from me bacause if he get close to me it will be more difficult to go.. But the fact is I can't stay away from him..
And we had this talk,we can't stay away from each other. So every-single-night he called me, we just talked until we got sleep, by the way he like to snore :)
He always call me at night,until My friend told me that he kinda-like another girl ( after he said, he like me ) and he lied to me about the-go-away thing. It kinda push me hard, I really really mad with him,so we were not talking for like 2 weeks. I cried like a baby, I miss him so damn much.. And God give me present,he called me and he acted like nothing happened. So I think,nothing changed..
so we back to our habit every-single-night calling,haha! everyday my love just getting stronger,even though my friends didn't like him anymore because he always make cry... eventually we got another big fight,and this time I confess my whole mid to him and I know the truth that he not love me back anymore,ooo-ooo-oo-ooo my world turns to black and white.... and he said,he'd rather stay away from me! I have to let myself dying to not knowing about him..
and God give me another present,he text me and told me that he miss me and want to meet me! what a wonderful thing,so the next day he show up in front my house with his bicycle and we laughed, talked about a lot-lot of things, and he asked me do i want to go to his grandmother house with bicycle! We went to his grandmother house, we had some fun there...
after that day,I'm not hearing a single thing from him ( again ) and guess what I met him at New Year Eve, I met him and he only said "happy new year ya? bye" DAMN YOU BOY! after all we have been through.. I cried that night,that is my worst new year ever.. I miss him, and I know it's not right I just too much in love with him afterall he just being rude!
I'm the one that so down, so blue, so simply sad.. now he's gone i just want to say take care,dear jum... I don’t feel sorry for myself because loving you is just worth it.. but keeping this love for you it is what I regret! So can you guys know now how many pain I have to take? Please don’t hurt me anymore,I just too broken to be more broke ( dumb oo dumb) and help me to be strong-independent woman? by the way that guy love miss independent ne-yo song..
p.s I already post it at my own facebook notes, but i like to post it in my new officialy blog heee ;) cheers
When I'm with him, I just can't stand it. I know that I love him.. And magically he feel the same too ( he said that to me) but sadly he told me that he have to go away.. He said he has to stay away from me bacause if he get close to me it will be more difficult to go.. But the fact is I can't stay away from him..
And we had this talk,we can't stay away from each other. So every-single-night he called me, we just talked until we got sleep, by the way he like to snore :)
He always call me at night,until My friend told me that he kinda-like another girl ( after he said, he like me ) and he lied to me about the-go-away thing. It kinda push me hard, I really really mad with him,so we were not talking for like 2 weeks. I cried like a baby, I miss him so damn much.. And God give me present,he called me and he acted like nothing happened. So I think,nothing changed..
so we back to our habit every-single-night calling,haha! everyday my love just getting stronger,even though my friends didn't like him anymore because he always make cry... eventually we got another big fight,and this time I confess my whole mid to him and I know the truth that he not love me back anymore,ooo-ooo-oo-ooo my world turns to black and white.... and he said,he'd rather stay away from me! I have to let myself dying to not knowing about him..
and God give me another present,he text me and told me that he miss me and want to meet me! what a wonderful thing,so the next day he show up in front my house with his bicycle and we laughed, talked about a lot-lot of things, and he asked me do i want to go to his grandmother house with bicycle! We went to his grandmother house, we had some fun there...
after that day,I'm not hearing a single thing from him ( again ) and guess what I met him at New Year Eve, I met him and he only said "happy new year ya? bye" DAMN YOU BOY! after all we have been through.. I cried that night,that is my worst new year ever.. I miss him, and I know it's not right I just too much in love with him afterall he just being rude!
I'm the one that so down, so blue, so simply sad.. now he's gone i just want to say take care,dear jum... I don’t feel sorry for myself because loving you is just worth it.. but keeping this love for you it is what I regret! So can you guys know now how many pain I have to take? Please don’t hurt me anymore,I just too broken to be more broke ( dumb oo dumb) and help me to be strong-independent woman? by the way that guy love miss independent ne-yo song..
p.s I already post it at my own facebook notes, but i like to post it in my new officialy blog heee ;) cheers
(no) white lies
okay, gue mencoba jujur gt deh sm nyokap gue kalo sabtu ini gue mau ke ulangtaun shakilla di taman ria sampe malem, gue bilang gue mau ke acara malem nya di public. 2 minggu sebelum hari ini, nyokap gue sih iya-iya aja. sampe kemaren gue bilang
me : " iya, ulangtaun shakilla sampe malem mah."
mom: "malem nya jam berapa? "
me : "ya jam 12an kalo ga 1an lah"
mom: "udah gila apa kamu! enggak, mama jemput jam 11 di sana!"
halo, gue jujur mau ke public aja ga bole loh boi,sadisme abis. gue boong nih kayak waktu itu,bilang javajazz ampe jam 3 dia malah percaya,giliran gue jujur gue ga boleh pergi gtu? bingung ga sih jadi lo harus ngapain? zzz, si anggi sm shaki denger nya cuma geleng2 kepala doang denger gue mau ke public pulang jam 11, duduk juga belom ya! kalo kata anggi mah! shittt aboy! jadi mana yang bener? boong malah bisa pulang pagi atau setiap jujur ga bole pulang lebih dari jam 9? kecuali ulangtaun? pathetic bangetttt sih yaaaaaa! so the point is maybe white lies doesnt matter when we use it for good or happy things, rite?
me : " iya, ulangtaun shakilla sampe malem mah."
mom: "malem nya jam berapa? "
me : "ya jam 12an kalo ga 1an lah"
mom: "udah gila apa kamu! enggak, mama jemput jam 11 di sana!"
halo, gue jujur mau ke public aja ga bole loh boi,sadisme abis. gue boong nih kayak waktu itu,bilang javajazz ampe jam 3 dia malah percaya,giliran gue jujur gue ga boleh pergi gtu? bingung ga sih jadi lo harus ngapain? zzz, si anggi sm shaki denger nya cuma geleng2 kepala doang denger gue mau ke public pulang jam 11, duduk juga belom ya! kalo kata anggi mah! shittt aboy! jadi mana yang bener? boong malah bisa pulang pagi atau setiap jujur ga bole pulang lebih dari jam 9? kecuali ulangtaun? pathetic bangetttt sih yaaaaaa! so the point is maybe white lies doesnt matter when we use it for good or happy things, rite?
new thing, say hello
hello, ini blog yang masih sangat baru. baru kayak berapa menit yang lalu gtu! haha! ini semua berkat keisengan gue yang didukung oleh adani haha! gue tidak mengerti ini apaaaaan, hayo loooo! ya semoga seiring dengan lama nya gue pake blog gue makin ngerti ya haha! diajarin sama my lovely pacar embah, adani. yang sekarang lagi nge-edit blog ku juga haha! thankies adani sayang! muaccch
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