random things

Hello guys, I know I've been too long not write in this page. It's because of my craziness schedule when I was at senior class. But now yeah I'm free :D I just graduated from SMAN 70 Jakarta, and got accepted at Universitas Gadjah Mada, major Economic Studies :D yeah, I know I've been so much blabbering about university topic recently, after I read through my old blog I was still in no direction, what to choose in my future. UGM is like my dream since I was in 11 grade, and kinda amazing I can get it, it's all because of Allah SWT. Thank God!!!!
Now, I have nothing to do? Can anybody suggest me to do? I'm no good at english, so pardon my incorrect grammar or even I misspelled anything.... Random thoughts of tonight :
#1 I just broke up with my ex-boyfriend, he was my ex-inten friend who turned to be my boyfriend which now turned into my ex. We didn't talk anymore, I just deleted his bbm, because I kinda upset with him because of he was a jerk, he acted like one. so we have to broke up because we have different faith, and that just it about me and him.
#2 Graduated from highschool kinda great deal for me, I felt glad and sad at the same time. I feel glad because I'm finally out from daily routines that killing me : studying, wake up early, stay up late for study, go inten at tuesday thursday saturday and go to bta at monday wednesday friday and sunday... It just so tired, stress me out..but I nailed it. I pass my national exam, thank God.
#3 University of Gadjah Mada Jogjakarta, Faculty : Economy . Yeaaah!!!! After all the craziness the tears the downs, I got what I want, it just feels like heaven for a moment. Don't you know, my stomach feels like there's butterfly in it? This feeling is so much better when I got my parents eyes looking proud of me, their eyes reflected of happiness and proudness. I told you, I won't let you down... I won't mom dad :D
#4 Jogjakarta aint big city, it just small city. It kinda difficult for me, I think. After went there ALONE, all by myself I got this feeling maybe I'm not supposed to be studying there. But I have this faith, that I'm gonna be okay and I'm gonna survive. I know I can live happily there, I'll have a lot of good friend
#5 Mr. D ouch, my life wouldn't be complete if I don't talk about him... Maybe all my friends tired of me talking about him, actually I'm pretty tired of him, but I couldn't lie, he's still here in my mind and heart. I might admit it, he in my mind kinda messed up I couldn't find a good word to tell everyone. Am I in love or am I have this crazy obsession with him? Its been almost 2 years, and he still there and he not moving anywhere not even an inch.

Oh my! I'm sorry for this blabbering thoughts, I just miss to write hehe. Well, I promise I'll write soon, I don't have nothing to do now. No school, no inten, no bta, just me and my lovelies :D


Xoxo,

Yayyy